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The Gift

I don't have much to give youin the way of material things.But then, I have never been a material person . . .so it wouldn't matter much anyway.I do have something to give you, though . . .and I hope you accept this gift with joy.I have chosen not to wrap it . . .I want it to be presented to youas pristine as can be.And anyway, decorations or wrappings wouldcertainly ruin the effect.And so it is . . . that I stand before you . . .unclothed, but surprisingly, unashamedof my nakedness.You have already captured a piece of my heart,and you have captivated my soul.The only thing left for me to present to youis my very being . . . and I do that willingly,happily, and most of all . . . lovingly.Standing before you . . . watching your every movement . . .seeing the desire in your eyesfor the very first time.I don't believe in all of my life,I have ever witnessed a momentas beautiful as this.Neither one of us can speak . . .and we are finding, even breathing, is difficult.Your heartbeat is pounding out a rhythmthat almost assaults my ears.I can hear it from where I stand across from you . . . and every beat speaks of your love for me.I am giving you this gift tonight,because I desperately want you to look inside.I want you to open this package that I offer you,slowly . . . lovingly . . . sensuously . . .and search for what lies within.You don't have to look far, you know . . .everything I feel for you is just below the surface.So it shouldn't take long for youto discover the beauty awaiting you there.Go ahead . . . open this gift as a child wouldon a snowy Christmas morning . . .in a hurried fashion . . . rather like a frenzy, if you will.But once that initial gift is opened . . .and the passion subsides . . .Please promise methat this gift I give you . . .this gift of myself . . .is only just the beginning.

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What should I do?


For you,I would gladly walk a mile,if that would give me a chanceto see you smile.I'd call you my friend,but that's a lie.You mean more to me,but I can't explain why.For you are more precious to methan all of the world's gold,but I can't tell you that,how can I be that bold?If I spoke what's on my mind,would you accept me?Because without you,I don't know where I'd be.You seem to be calm,while I feel absolutely lost.I would like to be so bold,but what would its failure cost?Am I the only one faced with this choice?Be daring and risk losing you as a friend too?I can't risk that; I'd rather have that then lose everything.What should I do?

~thoughts~

Forbidden

Forbidden pleasuresWho makes the rulesUnfound treasuresAnd beautiful jewelsCan that line be crossedWhat could we truly beAnd at what costDo you see what I seeI know there is more thereWaiting to be foundCan you feel how much I careI feel like I'm being drownedIf you knew the amount of desireThat I feel for youMy burning fireThat wants one to become twoForbidden pleasuresWho makes the rulesUnfound treasuresAnd beautiful jewels

~thoughts~

Until There Was You

Until there was youI walked the earth aloneNo hand to hold in mineMy heart was all my ownUntil there was youTrue love was just a dreamDreams of wonder and tearsDreams of hope and fearsUntil there was youMy life had no directionA road of uncertaintyBut now we have a journeyTogether you and meSo I thank my lucky starsAnd God from the heavens aboveFor my heart and soul could neverFeel the impact of true loveUntil there was you . . .

~THOUHTS~

A Promise To My Love

I believe that none could love youquite as deeply as I do;And yet I often fail to showthe depth of it to you.I vow to do the little things,to show you every day;But one thing or anotherseems to get into the way.I pledge to be more open,to have courage and be strong;But some how fear takes overand then everything goes wrong.I dream of perfect love for us,and hope that it will be;And yet I end up giving youa less than perfect me.I want to be much more for you,be everything you need.I hope and seek, beg and pray"Change me Lord! ", I plead.You are the only one I want.It is for you I yearn.I guess, my love, there's still so muchthat I have yet to learn.I cannot give perfection,but this I promise I will do -I will spend my life time learninghow to give my love to you.

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Dreams, Wishes, and Tears


If dreams were given to a lonely woman and a lonely woman's dreams came true,I'd force myself to sleep all the timejust so I could dream of youIf wishes were given to a lonely manand I was given just two,I'd wish for you to always love meand the other I'd give to youIf my tears could write a love songI'd write a love song for you,It would explain just how I feel insideand how much I love you tooBut, dreams are only dreamsand wishes seldom come true,My tears can't write a love song,but when they fall, they fall for you

~POEMS~

Far away,Too far,I can't go on,Yet I love him.Her existence seems unreal,Almost a dream,Why do I put myself through this?Because I love her,And she loves me.What will I doTo pass the time?I will think of her,But that causes painAlong with the happiness.But I must think of her,My mind will not focusOn anything else.Time drags so slowly,10, hours or days?I do not know.All I know,it is too long,to be awayfrom her.I want to fall into her,lose myself in herBe one with her.She is my lightIn the darkness,I would go to her,But distance is,A cruel thing.The phone rings,"No I can't come out tonight"They ask why but I,can't tell the truth,They would only laugh,"I have business to attend to,Goodbye".I am alone again,Unseeing,Unthinking,Unwanting,Except for her warm skinClose to mine.My whole body screams,Let her come to me,But she can't,Or won't?"She would come if she could,Wouldn't she?Maybe she..."But the thought is too terrible,She wouldn't,I know her,She loves me.I smile again,Our love is tangible,A living reality,Breathing,Keeping faith alive.Living for the dayThat we finally meet.