~POEMS~

Far away,Too far,I can't go on,Yet I love him.Her existence seems unreal,Almost a dream,Why do I put myself through this?Because I love her,And she loves me.What will I doTo pass the time?I will think of her,But that causes painAlong with the happiness.But I must think of her,My mind will not focusOn anything else.Time drags so slowly,10, hours or days?I do not know.All I know,it is too long,to be awayfrom her.I want to fall into her,lose myself in herBe one with her.She is my lightIn the darkness,I would go to her,But distance is,A cruel thing.The phone rings,"No I can't come out tonight"They ask why but I,can't tell the truth,They would only laugh,"I have business to attend to,Goodbye".I am alone again,Unseeing,Unthinking,Unwanting,Except for her warm skinClose to mine.My whole body screams,Let her come to me,But she can't,Or won't?"She would come if she could,Wouldn't she?Maybe she..."But the thought is too terrible,She wouldn't,I know her,She loves me.I smile again,Our love is tangible,A living reality,Breathing,Keeping faith alive.Living for the dayThat we finally meet.